Don’t know how to feel

On Dec 7th 2017 I gave birth to my daughter Khaleesi, she was born at 26w due to placental abruption. khaleesi weighed 1lb 12oz. she lost her fight to sec 18days after on Christmas Day. I lost my little girl, and I was heart broken. I just found out I was pregnant again and I’m not sure how to feel. since I’ve found out I’ve been a wreck, hoping something doesn’t happen again. this 9mo will be so stressful for me. I posted a picture of my little Khaleesi below. ❤️