Ovarian cysts, high Testosterone, and TTC

They recently discovered that I have a complex cystic lesion on my left ovary. Pretty good size. She said visually it showed malignancy because it has debris in it instead of just fluid. It is also surrounded by other small ones. She said there wasn't alot to worry about with those. My testosterone isn't supposed to be over 0.40 and it's 0.58. I can't take the medicines for the high testosterone because they'll prevent pregnancy. My thyroid was also low. They done the ROMA blood work yesterday and I go back next week. I may end up having to have surgery. They won't know until they get in there if they can just remove the cysts or have to take the whole ovary. The doctor wants to work on the cyst then pregnancy then hormones. I'm so nervous about all of this. My anxiety is through the roof. I'm honestly scared. I didn't expect all this at 21...even though I had cysts on the left ovary rupture at 13. Does anyone know anything about any of this?