After a long 10day wait. Ive another week to wait

Keara β€’

Well, another week of waiting and resting. πŸ˜₯ slight growth in one and she said we will never know if the other sac was a twin or not. Baby A was measuring 5weeks last monday but no heartbeat. Alot of blood around my womb putting pressure on the baby, measuring 6weeks and 1day but still no heartbeat visable so another waiting game for a week and if theres no heartbeat or growth next thursday then im offered surgery.

How do people cope with this becaus ei feel like someone is just standing on a nail and pushing it through my heart.