I have been trying to conceive for more than 20 years. I’m 44 years old now, with no children of my own. The heart ache the I felt each month of those 20 plus years made me believe that I could not have children or I used that as a defense mechanism to protect me from the hurt and disappointment I felt each time AF showed up or I got a BFN. I am a believer in Christ and I believe that the power of life and death lies in the our tongue. So for 15 years I have been saying I can’t have kid or I don’t want kids! But I do! So last year I made the decision to speak my baby into existence! No I haven’t got my BFP yet but I know it’s coming. My specialist believe that nothing is wrong with me. No blockage no endometriosis no cancer and I have my eggs! The problem was I need help ovulating so on Sunday we had our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> along with a trigger shot plus clomid 250mg for ten days! I’m so hopeful but whatever the outcome is... if at first we do succeed we will try “try again”! Wish me luck!