And sometimes it drives me crazy. I feel like I’m the only one who initiates sex. I feel like if I don’t initiate it, we would never have sex. Sometimes even when I initiate it, he turns me down. So we have sex maybe once a week if I’m lucky. I talk to him about it. He says it’s not me, he’s just tired. He takes meds that reduce his sex drive. He’s 12 years older than me.

So I try to be understanding, I really really do. But sometimes it’s just. Fucking. Frustrating.