I’m so devastated I’ve never felt so low in my life has this happened to anyone besides me?? Plz comment if so

Ok long story short I’ve had a laparoscopic surgery done last year for both my tubes blocked after that I was told to try on my own for 3 months and nothing worked so he said let’s do the surgery again because they are probably blocked again but I didn’t go back to doit again so I can try a little more that surgery hurt so bad for 2 weeks it was so hard on me so now it’s been a year I went and got another HSG done and they showed me on the machine that my tubes were blocked again and so big they looked like balloons as soon as I saw that on the screen I balled my eyes out I cried the whole day that really killed me seeing that now I have to do surgery again 😢 and he said my tubes are most likely damaged and he can’t save them anymore and he said I would have to do IVF it hurts how doctors think anyone can do iVF it cost 25K he said it’s ok your still young you can always take your tubes out and do IVF after so that means I need IVF every time I want a baby 25 thousand every time they don’t understand some of us don’t have money like that for IVF if one round doesn’t work and then another Idk I’m just so hurt right I’ve been TTC FOR 8 years 8 long years has anyone else went through this and got pregnant? And then my Pap smear test didn’t go good they said they saw abnormal cells and now I need a biopsy it’s just bad news after bad news 😢😢