Struggling

I don’t know where else to turn as I can’t even speak right now.. me and my partner are going through a rough patch and looking like he’s wanting to split, I’m so not coping right now I can’t eat, sleep all I’m doing is crying.. I don’t know how to help stop feeling although I’m going to throw up! I physically & mentally hurt so much!

All this why I’m running my own business and he’s away on training in the military :(