I’m scared out of my mind

So yesterday I took a test I’m 15 DPO it was a vvfl

I had been spotting and cramping for three days, this morning the cramps got a little bit more uncomfortable but not too bad then the bleeding was a little heavier I took another test and I don’t know how to feel about it because it’s another fl

I tried this month without stressing over it... Right now I’m in tears because it’s so confusing and my boyfriend is not here he’s away at work so it would be nice if someone could give me some encouraging words! I’ve had one miscarriage already in October 2018 at 5 weeks, and it was the worst shit ever, and I’m afraid it might be happening again!