I feel intimidated

So when I met my bf suddenly got all fancy. He bought a new car, started looking into houses to rent, and he’s getting a new job. I’m very proud of him. When I met him, he looked messy, worked at a bar, and really didn’t seem to have a goal yet.

But I’m intimidated. I just look at him as so put together now and I feel like I’m not good enough

I am about 2 years younger so I realize that I’m pretty fresh into adulthood. I really have no idea what I want to do. I did however get a job with benefits but I’m at the bottom of the food chain.

I feel like it would embarrassing for him who is a mortgage loan analyst to be standing next to me who works in a hospital cafeteria. He will be making double what I make. It’s pretty intimidating