I don’t know what to do

So my boyfriend is in the army and I finally had a couple of days off that I could go visit him and we had a couple of drinks and we had sex. I am on birth control but I haven’t been able to go take a morning after pill, because I’ve been hidden away on base. And I’m kinda freaking out. It’s been a couple of days since and I’m only 18.. not that I’m not ready for a family. But I’m not ready ready for a family. I want to go to college first and then be married and start one. What are yalls take on the abortion pill? I know it’s only been a couple of days... but it’s too late for a morning after pill. I’m not a fan of abortion but I understand why women do it.. and how I’m feeling right now. I completely understand. I’m terrified. I’m the youngest in my family and I’m the only one going to college.

I haven’t talked to him about it yet. It’s just 11 o’clock at night and I’m thinking and I’m terrified of whats going to happen. And I’m just praying that the one time that we don’t use a condom, we’ll be okay. Because we always use one. And I know it’s always that one time that ruins it. So. What are your thoughts on the abortion pill? Does anyone know how much it costs? Has anyone on here ever used it?