Any other ladies have this kink? I’m just coming to realize it.

First off I’m married, and in a more than great place in life if I were to become pregnant.

How did I come to realize this?

I recently had my IUD removed that I’ve had in place since I had my daughter two years ago. It was causing issues and so I got that dude removed!

Since then, my husband and I have been trying to educate ourselves on the basal body temp BC method. Hormones screw me up!

During all of this we have had sex w/o protection at the “safe” times and used condoms/pullout at other times.

I would be perfectly happy if we got pregnant, but the risk of getting pregnant when I’m trying to avoid it is firing me up!!!!

My husband wants like ten thousand children so he wouldn’t care and wants a pregnancy now. I do not RIGHT now. It’s so turning on to me that he is trying to breed me and I’m trying to avoid it all at the same time and the risk is just FUN/turning on!

Am I alone? Lol