I don’t understand how & why is it so hard to get pregnant. My husband & I both have kids from previous relationship. (So we know we can have kids) it hurts me when I can’t give him his heart deepest desire. He states he had kids by the wrong woman & now that he found his future we can’t have it easy. I’m tired of the pads, tampons, negative hpt. disappointment is something I look forward during my tww. I get a little pinch of jealousy of the those having baby #2 or #3.