Hate pregnancy

No offense to those women out there who love being pregnant. I absolutely hate it. 😩😭 I am wondering what the heck I did to myself. I am grateful that in the end I will have a baby on my arms but man this freaking sucks!!!!! Having hg(hyperemisis gravidarum) 2 of my pregnancies, and a miscarriage where I didn’t feel sick at all and lost the baby, I am pretty confident this will be my last. To you women out there who grow healthy babies and have very little or “normal” morning sickness be very grateful. I would love to be able to actually have control over holding my vomit down and to actually have cravings and love eating. I do wish I could have more kids but I cannot do this again! I am so done throwing up,being hooked ups to ivs, and having no appetite but forcing myself to eat some bland food that I will throw up anyways. Trying to be grateful and look to the future but right now it is too freaking hard!!!