Not enough timeee

Yesterday was the first day back home for my fwb from almost a month long trip around the country. He's only back for the weekend before heading back out for an annual family vacation, and then 2 weeks after that he'll be in another country for 2 weeks for military training.

I've gotten so used to seeing him once a week and now I've only gotten to see him for almost an hour yesterday for the first time since before June 10th and it just wasnt enough time ☹. (We met up as soon as he got back but I had to go to work).

I enjoyed the little amount of time we got but it wasn't enough for all we usually do and idk, leaving after an hour felt super weird and rushed.

I won't see him again until after this coming week ends. Hopefully I can get more time with him but I also can't predict if he'll want to see me longer lol.

I mean it seems like it, the sex is super good.

He'll also be moving away some time next year for grad school and once he's gone, I'm going to have to end things (which we havent discussed but its what I have to do) so any time with him now means a lot. We've been fwb since April of last year, met December of 2017. So we've also developed a decent friendship outside of just sex. And hes been my first with everything so I've also made that connection and told him about it though he's very uncommitted which is ok, it's just fwb.

This is just kind of a random rant, sorry if you've wasted time reading it haha