Recently I bought a new swimsuit. I am not very comfortable with my body but my swimsuit was always the same style like a triangle top and a normal bottom.

When I tried the first swimsuit, it was really beautiful ( good shape loved the color ) but when I saw myself in it I immediately hated the way I looked. My sister was there and loved it but I asked for a high waist bottom.

It looked really good too ( according to my sister and the lady who was helping me ) and I took it. Because I liked the shape but mostly because it hid my tummy.

I am surrounded by amazing people who keep telling me that my body is beautiful and I should just accept it as it is but I can’t help but hate how I look. So I feel really ashamed that I bought that swimsuit to hide a part of myself, even if I like it. Is it bad ?