Can I vent about my forbidden love?

I’ve fallen so in love with my boyfriend of 6 months but I’m still trying to convince myself that I don’t love him because we aren’t allowed to be dating due to his religious traditions. He’ll be having an arranged marriage eventually so whenever that happens, we’ll have to break up. So I’m basically trying to detach myself from the pain I’ll feel once I see him go off and marry whatever strange his parents pick, desperately wishing for a change in reality. I told him how I feel and he worries about the same thing. We really do care for each other even in the short time we’ve been together. Not much we can do...I just wanted to vent instead of sitting here crying at 2 in the morning lol...