I’m struggling

I’m extremely worried about my mental health. I’m 15 weeks pregnant and I just haven’t been myself lately. I’m weird about being on medicine.. I’m also weird and worried that I need it. I’ve got an appointment to talk to a professional but I was curious if anyone ever experienced this with their pregnancies.

* I want to sleep all the time (most of the time I’m not even tired I just can’t emotionally deal with my day to day)

*Getting up for work is hard. I don’t want to leave bed.

Showering seems like a huge effort

* I feel like I should be happier

*I don’t do my hair/makeup and truly just don’t care about my appearance anymore

*Socializing causes me anxiety and I don’t want to be around others

* I just feel alone

God, that sounds so sad. But it’s true.