I’m 33 weeks and can’t believe I’m gonna actually have a baby soon... It’s kind of started to feel more real lately because i keep seeing people due around the same time as me having their babies early now and I keep thinking that could be me soon.

I have a good amount of stuff ready for the baby but still need quite a few things too. I’ve been trying to move for the past few months as I live on the 3rd floor in my 1 bedroom apartment with no elevator, can’t fit a crib in my room and have had lotsa issues with safety here. But I haven’t been able to find anything.

My and my baby’s dad haven’t been together since around when I got pregnant but we still talk and hang out sometimes so it’s kind of complicated. I really wanted to have a better idea of where we stand by now such as if he’s gonna move back in to help or if were gonna try again.

All of this combined has me really stressed out and worried that I’m not gonna be ready at all for my son to get here.

Anyone else ever feel this way? When did you have pretty much everything ready for baby like all his stuff and hospital bags?