freaking out a little

so, i have been a testing fiend. i can’t stop because i’m scared it isn’t real and also wanted to check the progression of the darkness of my line. i randomly used my last clear blue test this afternoon and don’t know if i saw a vvvvvfl or if it was negative. bought some pink dye tests cuz i was freaked out and again, vvvvvvvfl.

i have been drinking water because i’m trying to stay hydrated. i have had no bleeding at all, no cramping, nothing.

anyone else with previously several positive tests test with diluted urine and get such a faint line, it looks negative? 😅 i know i’m being psycho but i can’t stop lol