My boyfriend and I have been TTC since last September with no success. He says that he wants a child so badly, hes also 13 years my senior, yet doesnt even seem phased each month when AF arrives. Hes now just told me that he think my buying OPKs last month was a waste because it's my fault that we arent getting pregnant due to me trying too hard and "stressing out" over getting pregnant. I dont know what to do, dont even know if I want to keep trying now. I've done so much to try and get pregnant but now it feels like I sholddnt have done it in the first place. 😔😔