When you get to know him he seems like a normal 15 year old boy. He’s very popular and have lots of friends, love to play football and work out. But he’s a fucking psychopath and I hate him.

When we were kids him and my mom would argue all the time and he was really cocky to her. He wasn’t a problem to me until he was 10 or 11. Every time my dad went away ( mom and dad are separated so I was alone with him ) we would always fight, he would be pissed of at me for literally no reason. It could be that I didn’t lock the door after leaving his room or that I switched channels, but he would always get physical. He would chase me around the house until I locked myself in my bedroom or the bathroom, then he would kick and punch the door while I cried or called my dad to get home, It would last 10-15 minutes until he got tired but I was still to afraid to leave my room so I stayed there until my dad got home, which sometimes would take hours. My dad didn’t do much about it, he just yelled at him and told him to stop and be nice to me, while my grandparents just told me that it was sibling love and laughed it off. Sometimes he would threaten me to slit my throat white a knife or that he would suffocate me in my sleep. He would hit me, kick me and spit on me. There were so many times where I prayed to get bruises so I could tell the teachers, but it never happened. I thought it was because i had gotten immune to bruises from being hit so much. So I tried to record him while he was outside my door but I never showed it to them because I was scared that they wouldn’t believe me.

When he got a bit older, like 12/13 we were on a vacation and while we were swimming he tried to drown me. There were a few people by the pool and my dad was even there just laughing and telling me to fight back. I got a cramp in my leg and tried to swim to the edge when he pulled me down and I was under water for more than 30 seconds and when I got to the surface my dad and his friends were laughing and continued to tell me to fight back.

At this time my mom was scared to leave me alone with him so every time she would leave the house one of us had to go with her. She was even scared to let me sleep in the same room as him. Mom and my brother still gets in to arguments where he will tell her to fuck off or die. There was one time my mom accidentally hit him in the face with the remote while she was trying to switch channels while he was pulling the remote from her. He called my grandparents and told them that my mom hit him in the face on purpose. He’s done that multiple times and my mom has cried lots of times because of that.

Sometimes when he gets mad at my mom he calls her a fat whore ( when she’s not there ) and the same thing with my dad. He always say things like “ I hope you die “ or “ I wish someone would kill you “.

He’s not only mean to me and my parents. He is bullying people at his school. There was a gay kid that he threatened to fight after gym class while people were watching and that kid switched schools. There was a girl in his class that him and some other called fat, she had a YouTube channel and they would play her videos in front of the class when she came in and she would leave and cry in the bathroom. She also switched schools. And my moms neighbour has a son and they hey got into a fight, I don’t remember why but it doesn’t matter since he was FOURTEEN and that kid was EIGHT. He shit himself because my brother threw him to the ground and when he found out that he shit himself he started laughing.

There was also a time when my brother was really into gross videos which was a couple months ago. He showed me a video of 2 guys being decapitated and he really enjoyed watching it. He told me about other videos like someone being mauled by a pit bull and he was watching those videos all the time.

He also verbally abuses me all the time. He calls me fat, ugly, whore etc. He always tell me that no one likes me and that I have no friends. I know it’s not true but when you hear it everyday you start to believe it. My mom and dad does nothing about it. My brother called me a fat pig in front of my mom and she just smiled and looked at me, my dad does the same thing.

Sometimes I feel like it’s me against my family. I haven’t told anyone about this because I think it’s embarrassing. My little brother is abusing me and he has been doing it for years and he will keep doing it if I don’t do something about it. I clearly can’t tell anyone in my family because they think this is normal behaviour for someone with ADHD.

Please tell me what to do.