Overwhelmed as hell

I’ve TTC for 6 years and multiple rounds of IVF, had my first miracle baby 2 years ago.

This year we were trying to give her a sibling, again though IVF.

Just learned last friday that there are 2 sacs plus 1 other that is divided ( twins). Making the count to 4.... not at all what we were expecting.

Next friday my fertility specialist is going to try to find the heart beats to see if they are viable, and decide accordingly wish one to remove.

I don’t want to have a multiple pregnancy, i can handle the 2 but not more... still I’m feeling soooo overwhelmed by it all I can barely sleep.

I’m tooo nauseated, to tired, and to stressed, and way to pumped with artificial hormones to keep this pregnancy going.

I don’t know what I’m looking for here. Suport, truth, a wake up call...