So at the age of 14 I had this love, he was everything for me, he was exactly my type.

We were friends with benefits, for 3 years, and hang out. (I was 14-17)

I was in love with him, and he liked me also.( but didn't love me)

After seeing him, and one long talk, we decided that is the best for us to move on.

In my 23 years I had 2 relationships (for about a year) and I had him.

The weird thing is we still talk sometimes, nothing hurt me more than letting him go.

He often called me to see eachother again but he told me he can't be ONLY friends with me, and I wanted only that.

I'm looking for smthg strong, real, honest and serious and in the meantime I will give my best to be the best version of myself for that new men when he shows up in my life.

And for him I only wish him the best and I'm hoping he will find someone who he can love in a way I once loved him.

Do you thing that some feelings and attachments never go away ?

I had my first kiss with him and soo many common memories , he often calls to see me, but I don't see the point since I know he will never be only mine and I don't even love him like I used to.

I love him only like a memory .

Do you have some people you are shure you will never forget ?