4 weeks ago I was sexually assaulted...no...I was raped. It was at a party. I usually don’t ever drink but I felt like celebrating me just getting into my dream college. I remember passing out in one of the rooms and my friends telling me they were leaving. Next timed I opened my eyes my pants were off and there was a man on top of me. I was too drunk to push off me...I said no and I tried to fight off but it felt like my body had so much weight on it. I just laid there, looking at the ceiling. He just kept saying I’m almost done cutie pie. I passed out again and when I woke up my pants were still off. I told my friend and she took me to the police station. The police asked me how drunk was I and why didn’t I didnt fight him off. I went home and took so many hot showers. I tried so bad to scrub him off. I couldn’t. I want to scream so bad just want to punch someone. I hate this so much. If anyone has been through this how did you guys get over this.

*Later on Post*

I have a boyfriend and he doesn’t know what happened yet. I saw him today and he touched me and I felt like breaking down. He knew something was wrong but I just kept saying nothing. I know I should tell him but I don’t him to feel awkward about me...