So frustrated. Want to cry, scream, vent

Ok I know I’m not technically out because AF hasn’t arrived and is not due for 2 more days...

I know I’m never out until she shows

I’ve been trying for 1.5 years and every month of getting negatives has got me feeling down. it just seems like it is happening to everyone around me... especially those that aren’t planning and say omg I totally didn’t even try for this! I’m like... 🙃

I’ve been on clomid now for 2 cycles and I really thought this cycle we nailed it. Maybe it’s not too late (again no af so there’s a chance I know) but at 12 dpo I feel like it’s a big fat nope this month again and I just want to cry 😭

I can’t handle people saying it will happen when it’s meant to... when there’s people using meth and getting pregnant. I don’t think it’s the right time for them is it Karen?

It feels a little better to get that off my chest.