I have never told anyone this before

A couple months ago i lost my virginity. my boyfriend, who i lost it to told me he was also a virgin. A month later we broke up and i found out he wasn’t a virgin before me. he slept with many girls before me. i felt so disgusting and betrayed. honestly, i never want to sleep with anyone ever again. i would have never slept with him if i knew he lied to me about being a virgin. i wanted my first time to be special, with someone i love. but instead it was with a lying asshole. now i can’t get it back.