Having my third boy and feeling terrible

Today we found out we are having our third boy. (First two are ages 3 and 1). Our plan was to have three, have them close, and be done... we really wanted a girl since our first but was thrilled with our two boys... I love them more than anything... boys are seriously the best but today we felt so ridiculous how disappointed we were when we saw the gender at our appointment. I’m am sad to miss our on having a girl... im sad because I always felt like I’d have one of each at least...