So this morning i cried after going to the store to get coffee and i overfilled it with cream a little and when i got to the car i started crying and my bf asked why and i said cause i keep dropping things and messing things up. Last night i cooked the little pad that comes on the bottom of the meat with the meat in the slowcooker. I feel so stupid as im usually the one who is on top of everything, i run the household and now im so forgetful its hard and im only 5w5d so i dk...my other kid is 9 abd i was 20 when i had her so i dont remember if i felt this stupid then..i was in a way diff place in my life with alot of other stressors. Now all i worry about and think about is this pregnancy and if theyll be a heartbeat monday. I feel INSANE