For context:

Today marked 7 days late for me. I’ve taken a test each morning for the past 3 days, thinking I was pregnant. I’ve never been more than 4 days late before. But I’ve also never been pregnant, so I have no idea what it feels like.

Well I just got my period.

I’m kind of unexpectedly sad I’m not pregnant.

My husband and I have agreed that if we fall pregnant, we are keeping the baby. We are so in love and although we won’t be ready to actively try for a baby until sometime next year, we both wouldn’t mind if our family started earlier than intended.

I know it’s probably better I’m not pregnant now, better to wait a little while because we have big things in the works... but I can’t help but feel a little disappointed. 🙁

My husband is sooo sweet and supportive. His response made my eyes tear up. He knows I’m scared of pregnancy, but that I also do really want it someday. I’m nearing my 30’s and I feel that biological clock some people mention... it’s starting to tick for me ladies.

Anyways, I just wanted to share my unexpected feelings- and my wonderful husbands response to the news.