Feeling lost

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years. I truly love him. He’s amazing and so kind, caring, and everything I could have ever asked for..

Unfortunately, I feel like we’ve hit a plateau. We’ve been living together for a little over a year and I feel like that has changed things. He’s very easy to live with and all, but I feel like our relationship has become less exciting. I seem to become more irritated with him than usual, and I don’t get as pumped him to see him like I used to when we were apart. My anxiety is working me up and making me feel like we aren’t meant to be because I’m feeling this way. I don’t necessarily believe that, but I am feeling really down that I don’t feel much emotion anymore. This guy is crazy about me and treat me like a queen, and sometimes I lay in bed at night and want to cry because I feel that I’m a horrible girlfriend. Picturing my life without him is terrifying, but I don’t know how to make things feel like they did during the “honeymoon stage.” I want to feel that way again and I know we can get through this but I’m so tired of doubting this relationship.

Ive talked to him about how I feel and he always goes “I think we’re perfect babe” and I want to scream because I wish he understood that I don’t feel like we’re perfect right now. But he is always so positive and looks at the bright side of things (which is one thing I love the most about him)

I hope any of that makes sense. I just really need some insight.