Just a little VFL=BFP rant

This must be the worst case of line eyes I’ve ever had. I convince myself something’s there. I must see something. Or maybe I’m crazy. Maybe it’s because next month marks a full year TTC and nothing. Maybe it’s chemicals. Maybe I just can’t get pregnant. Maybe my PCOS is worse than they think. I don’t know anymore. I don’t trust my eyes or my period regularity. I don’t trust my body anymore. This is exhausting. Yet I still can’t give up? Ugh. I’m sick of the negatives. I’m sick of faint lines that may or may not exist. I just want to see those bold blazing pink lines. Plural. Two lines. 😞