Im 6 wks today and have had an apron belly since my first daughter 9 yrs ago...i feel fat and ugly not oregnant i know its too early but nobody else will know im pregnant theyll just see a fat chick, my self confidence unfortunately is directly tied to my weight since i was 13 and went from 85 lbs to 140 in one summer, everyone was talking about how fat i got, i was always super skinny before that. Im just feeling really down today, any encouragement okease, nothing mean i cant handle it right now. I go on this app and see so many normal sized girls with beautiful bumps im just so sad