Just not ‘feeling’ pregnant...

Hey all,

So our first is a clomid baby, due to the pills stimulating my ovaries so much, it caused me some pain that I didn’t know what it was, after tests they told me that we were miscarrying. Fortunately they were very, very wrong and we had a beautiful healthy baby boy.

Now, we have fallen naturally pregnant with our second baby, I am currently only 4w3d along, Ive had one blood test which they said looked good. We have our dating scan in 10 days and i don’t know why I am just thinking the worst. I don’t know if it’s because of the rocky start we had with our son (being told that we were miscarrying him).

With our son I was so excited to read the positivity pregnancy tests, I was so excited for the dating scan, already buying jumpsuits I was just so excited! But with this baby, I just feel like when we get the scan there is going to be no heartbeat.

I don’t feel pregnant, I was exhausted the first week, sore boobs, and now I just feel normal. I feel worried and like I’m disconnecting from this pregnancy because it’s just going to result in sadness anyway.

Has anyone felt like this and went on to have a heartbeat at the scan and a healthy baby?

I guess I’m just after some reassurance and positivity.

I know that it’s a possibility but please no one comment that they felt this and there gut feeling was right. If it is the case I will deal with it, but emotionally I just can’t read comments like that as I’m already worried enough.

Thank you.