I’m so tired of this game

After two miscarriages (so people keep telling me at least you can get pregnant L O L) another month of wasted tests/money. Someday maybe I’ll be to the point where I dont spend so much time and money on peeing on a stupid stick. Big Middle Finger to all the negative tests. I feel your pain ladies.

PS does anyone else ever look at their test for ten minutes praying it will change??? And then a few times throughout the day even though they would be invalid at that point???