Do you ever feel ugly?

Lately I have been struggling with feeling pretty. I have never cared what others think of me and I know my husband thinks I am beautiful. Still I feel ugly. I never have been able to do makeup well or even put together a nice outfit. I just don't know how even though I have watched videos and worked to learn. I am working to lose a little weight so i stop looking pregnant when i am not nor ever have been. I was beginning to gain confidence about a year ago when I got married then I gained 35 lb and lost my confidence. I just wish I could see myself as pretty. I just want to be pretty to myself. I don't care what anyone else likes or dislikes about my body. I grew up in an emotionally abusive home so I know that plays in to my view of myself. Anyone else gone though this?? How did you overcome it???

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