The worst part about having a miscarriage?

Or multiple miscarriages?

Not knowing when it’s going to affect you. There are days I can go through and talk about other people’s babies or pregnancies or see people who are pregnant. There are days when I can watch TV and a character on a TV show gets pregnant and it doesn’t bother me.

But then there’s the bad days. The days where ANYTHING can make me tear up, breakdown, get depressed, or insanely jealous. I wish I know when I was going to have these bad days. Sometimes they’re worse than the day I had the actual miscarriage...it’s so hard.