I’m about to reach my third tri. I’m a Christian and I prayed HARD for this baby. I’ve been so excited. Planning every little detail with his nursery, birth plan, etc etc. but lately I’ve found myself feeling so disconnected. Like questioning why I used to be excited. And this sounds horrible!!! I feel 100% guilty and I’m not even sure why I’m feeling so opposite than what I did.

Has anyone else felt this way? I love this baby more than words and I can’t wait until hes here. But I just feel whatever right now. I go into his nursery and organize thinking it’ll make me excited like it used to but it doesnt. Pls tell me I’m not crazy. I feel crazy and so guilty 😭😭