I understand what I don is toxic and I should not bottle my feelings. I have been trying to work on it, but I feel like it would be pointless. This man can make me feel like the luckiest girl ever for weeks on end. And then in one instance, I begin to question what I see in him. I never have these roller coaster feelings before and I don’t know what to do about them.

Also, when I say responses I don’t mean if he agrees or disagrees with me.

I mean how he words it, his emotions behind it, etc.