Found out I’m pregnant today

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I’m 21 and my boyfriend is 23. We’re both in college and not working yet. I found out I’m pregnant today and we’ve decided to get an abortion. The problem is that it’s not legal in my country, but you can get the abortion pills at the pharmacy under a different name and more money. I’m scared bc I will not have any doctors to answer my questions or guide me. Also, I have a lot of anxiety and I’m scared of regretting it.

Any advice?