When it all comes on one day.

Today my boy made one month. Yaay!!!

I had an exam to write. So I called my little sister (17) to baby sit for the 3 hours I would be gone. On top of that, this was the first time I ws leaving my baby alone with someone else except my husband. And as life will have it, my husband leaves for work today just 45 minutes after my exam ends. I rush from the exam to go see him off. So we meet at the station. We wouldnt say bye all three of us because baby is home with sister. Somehow am glad I didn't have to see him say bye to our son. I would have cried. Then there are heat waves. Crazy stuff. I rush back home and my baby sitter leaves for next appointment. So here I am on my baby's first month birthday, staying alone and phew am I sleepy, I slept 3 hours because I couldn't get past the emotions of how my husband was leaving. It all came at once. And nope, am not feeling sorry for myself. Just amazed at how some days are. One thing I learnt is it is actually not as hard as I thought it would be. Am sleepy and the house is a mess plus my csection scar is still hurting but am okay and feels like I can do this. Mothers are precious. They go through a lot but still fight for their kids. Am blessed to have the opportunity to also be able to give my son my all