Heartbroken 😔

So I’ve been trying for over a year now to get pregnant my partner had his tests done and they were perfect I was over the moon but I was jealous because I know it’s me. Just been to a doctors appointment to discuss my next steps and been told the fertility clinic won’t see me because I’m over weight baring in mind this isn’t the heaviest I’ve been I’ve tried so hard to loose weight. My only dream in life is to be a mum and I can’t even do that, I feel like a failure😭