WHY ME!?

I cant even begin how to say that I absolutely hate how they look so much. My teeth have grown in quite abit, I use to have a HUGE gap. My parents never did finance braces even though they could easily of afforded it. (Either way I dont blame them) it's just I have many things I'm already self conscious of (small breasts, small butt) but here I am also with a gap.. i dont know 😪 is it that bad? I never smile in photos.. for as long as I can remember due to this gap. I'm always concerned on meeting a customer due to this gap. Which is stupid I know but I cant help it. Any wise words of wisdom? ANYONE who also has a gap!?