Where is god when trying to have a baby?

I have held faith far enough but now completely shattered. People who don’t want to have any kids they end up getting pregnant but the people that always imagine of being parents they aren’t given this gift.

I don’t have any more hope any more faith to hold onto for a baby. Now it feels like it will just say a dream. I have never harmed or said any hurtful words so why can’t god grant me this wish. I guess science does win over faith.

I don’t know what to do anymore!

There isn’t a single thing I didn’t try to conceive. Now even words are hard to describe the silent pain I am going through every single passing day. I am ready to say I Give Up now!!