When will it happen for me?

My husband and I have been trying for a baby for 2 years now. Countless medicines, testing, bloodwork, you name it.. finally seeing a fertility dr and come to find out he has lowT and almost zero sperm count. He goes back next month to get tested again and see if it has come up 🙏🏻🤞 it’s just so hard on me - were the only ones without kids (something I have wanted since I was a teenager).. it’s a silent struggle. I see all these women I know on various social media outlets having their 2nd, 5th, 6th... when will it be my turn to have ONE?! I hate bringing it up to my friends, mom or husband because I’m pretty sure it annoys them and I don’t want to burden them with the everyday struggles in my head 😞 I’m tired of hearing “it’ll happen”... I want to be the one saying “GUESS WHAT!!!” It’s just one of those days for me. One of those days I just can’t help but get inside my own head and can’t turn it off.. here’s to hoping ladies!! One day it’ll be MY turn!