I took my first day of active pills last night.. I hate taking them. Husband don't want another baby (for now he says).. it's all I want right now. So bad I'm literally about to cry...I guess I'm just being a cry baby but damn.. I cant get this feeling to go away... I WANT ANOTHER BABY YALL...

We tried that but he cant keep it hard with a condom so I chose to be on the pill . He cant feel anything with one on..