I’m still in complete shock felt like something from a movie. First let’s start off by saying I take really good care of myself I workout daily which causes me to take shower constantly. Second I don’t do hook ups I’m a mom so I don’t have time for them and honestly they’re weird. But last night I just wanted to test it out I’ve been talking to this guy who seems pretty nice so I invited him over he lives 1 1/2 hours away from me. He came and instantly started lying like you can tell when someone is lying. Lying about having a son, didn’t know his kids birthday and had to think of a name when I asked just lying about everything. So we go inside my bedroom I give him oral then he stops goes in my bathroom for about 5 mins comes out starts getting dressed then says he has to go because he has a girlfriend. I’m in shock like you just drove an hour to my house just to stay 3 mins it was so weird never had that happen to me. So he leaves I text him ask him if it was that bad then he response with this! I start crying and having a panic attack on my kitchen floor just completely loosing it. I’m still getting tested like my heart is broken I’m terrified to kiss my own kid at this point. Last night I felt like just ending my life. He screenshoted everything and posted it on his social media’s.

UPDATE: my son wasn’t home or else I wouldn’t have done it. We’ve talked for 4 months so he wasn’t just a random stranger I just met 5 mins ago. It’s completely my fault I should’ve asked him to go to an STD appointment with me I should’ve have invited him to my house if I wanted to be judged I would’ve told my parents