How do I stop this overwhelming anxious desire for baby girl to be here?! It’s all I can think about!!

I’m so miserable at work. I have all my files wrapped up and things buttoned down for when I leave so I’m incredibly bored! All I can think about is going into labor and starting my maternity leave!! 😭

If I start my leave now (with 3 weeks till DD) I’ll only have about 8-9 weeks at home after she’s here. If I wait till she’s here that gives me the full 12 weeks to spend with her.

What can I do to occupy my brain?? So it’s not all I’m focusing on.