PP mom needs hair help! Plz

Should I do something different with my hair or just leave it alone? Sometimes I wanna be blonde sometimes I wanna be my natural color sometimes I want short hair sometimes long. This is my hair now!

This is the most recent picture I have with my makeup done... and yes I know my face looks super old but idk if it’s bc of my makeup, sunspots or from recently having my daughter!

Thank you!