I need some help

So i posted a topic earlier about me pooping during anal and that my bf stayed calm kissed me before i left texted me good night and told me that he loves me ( he didn’t mention what happened because he knew i was embarrassed af since he asked me to clean up my butt the time before which i did and everything was good ) this happened two days ago and i still can’t talk to him because i’m still embarrassed so my question is should I apologize to him and explain what happened? ( i used an enema before hand but it seems that I should’ve used it earlier since apparently it didn’t all come out when I cleaned it so the rest came out during sex).