There’s this guy who I have been talking to for my months

He’s interesting I should’ve been stop talking to him

I been in my own world

Lately I don’t know why

Recently I got. A car and he has been wanting me to see him or he’ll want to see me

I always pushed him off

Well one night he got extremely mad at me Because I wouldn’t spend the night

Mind you it was 12.00 at night and he wanted to come get me and he wanted me to leave my car at a store okay fast forward I didn’t go and he got extremely mad at me told

Me if I don’t come see me he is going to block me he told me he Wanted me in his arms and that he wasn’t going to do anything to me

So the next day

Btw he didn’t block me he told me to come out to come suck his dick he said he was horny

And that if I really wanna make him happy that I’ll do it he told me he only wants it from me

It kinda bothered me because he kept telling me I was childish because I wouldn’t do it

How does sucking a guys dick show you care about them?

Shouldn’t I stop talking to him ?

I just don’t get how it cares about me when he wants me to

Come out 12.00 or 10.00 at night to come suck his dick in his car..

I offered to meet up with him but he said I would have to suck his dick and that I’m acting like a 6th grader

And then he yelled at me and screamed at me telling me he hopes every guy disrespects me because of the way I’m treating him.

Update :

So I won’t be talking to him anymore but I feel worthless

My goal this summer was to develop self love for myself which I did

This is why I didn’t go see him

I just wanted to focus on me

I feel so alone

Why would he wanna meet me at night ?

Maybe because he’s embarrassed of me ?

I don’t know why I’m depressed right now but I am

I should be happy I didn’t see him or slept over with him

I feel used sad and hurt.